Last sunday night I had this dream about a buddy of mine. In this dream we were dating and liked each other. Since then I am interested in him. This dream has really affected me. I have had dreams about boys and buddies before but they haven't affected me. Except for one. I had a dream about Kurtis similar to this one. The dream affected me enough where I developed more feelings than I had the first time I dated Kurtis. Needless to say Kurtis and I started dating again. Like I said before I have had dreams about friends before and it never affected me. On another note I don't remember my dreams too often anyways.
My friend and I have been friends for three years. I have never had feelings for him. Except for maybe a crush for a day. Then it was gone. No Joke. Ask my friend Samantha. He has maybe had feelings for me once in the three years. I have no idea though.
Now I have a dilema. Do I go for him, possibly ruin a great friendship? How do you go from being friends to dating? How do I not make this weird? I can't just go and flirt with him, that would be weird. We have never flirted really. ANY SUGGESTIONS? Please help
On a side note. When we go dancing before I realized I liked him and this dream I would get slightly jealous of other girls he danced with. Then I couldn't figure out why I was jealous. Then I didn't like him.
Also when I am around him I still act normal before realizing I like him. I take that as a good thing. I can still be myself. I would think that would make for a great friendship. I don't wanna go for it and start dating if it would ruin a great friendship. I value our friendship more. I love the friendship we have. Then end. Please leave suggestions and help on this.
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