Weekend Fun!

Friday I went to a stomp at the intitute. Stomps are my favorite institute activities. This one was particulary fun. My friend Jamie, Jessica, and Josh and other friends of mine were there. Its nice to have some single girlfriends to go with again. For awhile I was going alone with a bunch of my guy friends. I love my guy friends, but it's harder to meet guys when you have guys around you. My girlfriends and I were on fire. I was so proud. We are usually scared to talk to boys. A boy got Jessica's number and another boy got my number. We also met alot of other guys. It was a fun sucessful night.
Saturday I hung out with my friend Mckenzie. We attempted to make a cake for her husband's birthday. It was fun. One day I will be cool and make one for my future husband. (Mckenzie I will be calling you to come help me) (We should have taken pictures)Then after I went to a young single adult activity at classic skating. Jessica and I were on fire again. We talked to boys once again. I don't think they were interested in us though. O well we still talked to them. That was my weekend. I wish I had pictures from the weekend but I don't. We meant to take pictures but we were occupied talking with boys.

Pictures from Spring Break! Read the post below

Spring Break!

Spring break was so much fun. I don't want to go back to school. I needed the break. The first day of spring break Doug and I had a joint birthday party. We went laser tagging at Toads and played games at Doug's afterwards. We have had a joint birthday party for the last 4 years. We are a day apart. After the party Scott and Josh came over to my house because they missed my party. It was late when they came over but way fun. Monday it was really rainy and I didn't have to work. I stayed in bed all day. Kinda lame but o well. Then I went to dinner with my grandparents.
On Tuesday it was my birthday. Great Day! I love my friends and family. My favorite cake is called Better Than Sex Cake. My mom gets mad when we call it that. We are supposed to call it Pretty Darn Good Cake. My grandparents came over to have cake. Then I went with my friends to California Pizza Kitchen. Its one of my favorite resturants.
Wednesday, Jessica, Sam, and I decided to be crafty and make something. I will have to post pictures of it. Thursday I went to the Draper Temple Open House. It was amazing. My favorite room was celestial room. I felt the spirit the strongest there. Thursday night I was going to go dancign with Scott and Josh. That didn't happen because they decided to up the price to 15 dollars that night to dance. We just went to this coffee shop and got italian soda's. Thurday night I had to plans for the weekend. Just hanging with friends. Friday morning Sam calls me and says were going to St. George tonight. So we went and spent the night in Cedar City. Woke up at 8 and went to a park, and then headed to the red cliffs to hike. We made lunch and headed for St. George to play some more. We shopped and then played at another park. Then went to the Pizza Factory for dinner. After dinner we headed home. Yes we are crazy, but the road trip was so much fun. I want to do more random stuff like that more often. Now back to school. Blah! Pictures to come!

Can friends be more than friends?

Last sunday night I had this dream about a buddy of mine. In this dream we were dating and liked each other. Since then I am interested in him. This dream has really affected me. I have had dreams about boys and buddies before but they haven't affected me. Except for one. I had a dream about Kurtis similar to this one. The dream affected me enough where I developed more feelings than I had the first time I dated Kurtis. Needless to say Kurtis and I started dating again. Like I said before I have had dreams about friends before and it never affected me. On another note I don't remember my dreams too often anyways.
My friend and I have been friends for three years. I have never had feelings for him. Except for maybe a crush for a day. Then it was gone. No Joke. Ask my friend Samantha. He has maybe had feelings for me once in the three years. I have no idea though.
Now I have a dilema. Do I go for him, possibly ruin a great friendship? How do you go from being friends to dating? How do I not make this weird? I can't just go and flirt with him, that would be weird. We have never flirted really. ANY SUGGESTIONS? Please help
On a side note. When we go dancing before I realized I liked him and this dream I would get slightly jealous of other girls he danced with. Then I couldn't figure out why I was jealous. Then I didn't like him.
Also when I am around him I still act normal before realizing I like him. I take that as a good thing. I can still be myself. I would think that would make for a great friendship. I don't wanna go for it and start dating if it would ruin a great friendship. I value our friendship more. I love the friendship we have. Then end. Please leave suggestions and help on this.

Happy Valentines Day!!!

Valentines day isn't my favorite holiday. Each year I like it more. Its kind of fun. As long as I don't get too uptight about not having someone. Let me take you back to my Elementary years. In elementary you had your class party where you passed out valentines. Well I was the girl that never got valentines. My theory was that there was like 33 kids in our class. Back then valentines box consisted of 28. Since I am the end of the alphabet I was one of kids left out. This made me sad. How did I know this? Well I counted my valentines and I didn't have 32 valentines. Plus I looked around the classroom and all the kids had a sucker I didn't have or box of conversation hearts ect. Since then I have been scared. I do think I am getting over it. Ha ha I am really ok. But really its not my favorite holiday. One day I think I might enjoy it when I get married or something. But even then I don't think presents, valentines are totally necessary from him. One day when I have kids though it will be fun to get valentines for their class and friends. I will also make sure everyone in class gets one. My kids can also decorate heart shaped cookies.
Today I have celebrated being single. I love my single life. It is really nice being single. I am very content without a guy. I know my friends and family love me and I love them. Thats all the love I need. I wouldn't turn down having someone if it came to that. For now I am enjoy being single. One day I will have someone and that will be a great day. yay for Valentines day and Singles awareness day. Love you all!!!

Unwanted Visiters in my house at night.

My parents went away this weekend to watch Lacy Cheer in Florida. Last night I went to bed, fell asleep, and woke up at 1:30 to my door creeking open. It scared the bajebees out of me. Then I hear noises upstairs. I was so freaked out. I finally got the nerve to go upstairs and check. I checked the Front door it was locked, deck door locked and the garage to see if it was shut. Nope don't worry it was wide open. I shut it. I am freaked by this time knowing that our garage has been open. I run to Collette room and she could care less that I heard noises and the garage was left open by HER. So I got to my brothers room. Good thing my brother happens to have two bats just chilling in his closet. We check everywhere in the house with the lights on. No one is in there. We go back to bed and I am still hearing noises and freaked out. I call Sam and she keeps me calm. She talked to me for an hour and even came down to my house and drove by to make sure nothing weird was going on. Thank you Sam! You are my hero! Needless to say there was probably no one in my house. But I was still freaked.

Country Dancing, EFY interview, institute activity, basketball game and speed dating.

I hope people don't get bored when I write about my weekends or other such things. If you do you don't have to read this. I have to say this is easier than writing in a journal.
On Wednesday I went country dancing. Country dancing can either be really fun or boring. It was more of a boring one. No guys danced with my friend and I. It was ladies night so there was more girls than guys. Also we have a guy friend who hangs around us and to others that don't know us it looks like he likes us and is flirty with us. I had someone come up to me and ask if we were dating.
Thursday was my EFY councelor interview. I think I did pretty good. The other girls were amazing too. I really hope I make it in. It would be awesome for me. I am putting my faith and trust in the lord. If its something I am supposed to do the lord will make it happen. After my interview I visted my buddy KJ and we went out to dinner.
Friday was an institute activity. That was pretty fun. My goal has been to go up to guys and introduce myself. I did that with one guy. GO ME!!!! Now only if I could do that all the time.
Saturday I went to the basketball game. Weber Won agaist Idaho State. Woot Woot!!! Then we went to a speed dating party. We should have gone to that in the first place. Suprisenly there was decent guys there. I thought a few of them were really cute and nice and NOT weird. We got to it at the end of it. So we missed the actual speed dating. ha ha